2001-11-07 - 4:25 p.m.
i told adam the other day that i was desperately in love with him.
this was a very bad thing to do.
he understands too well.
it makes him afraid.
it should.
and in turn i feel guilty for handing him the weight of my emotions.
i think i feel guilty for having emotions.
this is the dumb part about loving someone.