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2001-12-12 - 8:56 p.m.
today was mind-numbingly dull. i will not sleep well tonight, my brain is too hungry for stimulation.
i realize that no matter how hard i try, i will at best only know part of any story. i will never know the truth. is it better to "know" only what i want to believe? i think that more often than not the truth is not what we want. when we say "love" we want it to be absolute, yet it never is. when we say "justice" we want it to be fair, yet every side of justice leaves something broken. when we say "beauty" we want it unencumbered, yet it always comes with a price, a dark strain. tell me, readers...
do i want to know the truth?
will you tell me the truth?
i don't know if i am capable of telling the truth. but i absolutely need to hear it. it is the only thing that will make my life change.