2002-04-09 - 8:52 p.m.
my dad told me the other day that i don't keep enough secrets. he says i wear my heart on my sleeve. he says that i just LIE there and WAIT for people to hurt me. i was terribly shocked by this. i always considered myself a secretive and mysterious person. sure, i tell people the truth...but isn't the truth a multifaceted and complicated thing? isn't telling the truth just like saying nothing at all?
part of me is humiliated that i am apparently so transparent, so...obvious.