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2002-06-19 - 2:52 p.m.
i have some difficulty with attention. more difficulty with commitment. even more difficulty with action. for example:
ineedtobuildpodsfo
rthegatheringandineedmaterialsandidon't
knowwhichonessoiwilldrivetotheartstore
andstareatthewireandresinandpaint
andapoxyandglueandleavewithacannister
ofmetalpaintandcatalystwhichidonotneed
forthisprojectandgohomeandsitatthe
computerbecauseiamtoohungrytothinkand
thereisnothingtoeatandidon'twanttospend
moneyonfoodsoiwilljustbroodandthinkand
thinkandbrooduntilidigestmyinnardsandam
forcedtoeatloafafterloafofstale
breadinordertoneutralizetheacidwhilethe
paintonmycanvasdrieswhichihaven't
touchedinmonthsuntilthismorningandwhich
ipromptlyignoredinordertogototheart
storeandbuysuppliesineedtobuildpodsforthegathering....and this is why nothing ever gets done and why, at the end of the day, i manage to amount to nothing with massive amounts of hidden effort.