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2002-09-26 - 5:42 p.m.
i've been unsure. i wait. i hope for the best. i want more than what i ask for. i hate being denied when i ask. in this way i am spoiled.
i don't know what is to come of this learning process. i don't understand how to have hope, not in the right way. i do it all backwards. all of it. and in the end i don't know where i am or why.
and i learned that i am not perfect. i lie. i have cheated. i didn't know this was a part of me until it was done. i suppose i regret it. it changes who i thought i was. it makes me worry about what i will become.
a complete stranger looked me in the eyes and told me "don't ever let anyone tell you you're not good enough, whoever told you that was wrong."
is this the dress that i wear? "not good enough"
does it fit?