2004-09-20 - 1:10 p.m.
What about when I'm old?
When I toddle down the hall to the dining room or sit in front of the big screen t.v. with the rest of the residents. What then?
This life I have built, this careful independence, only to return to life in the dorms -- the sense of unrest from not knowing if I will ever be home again.
Will I relish in it? Will I want to run? Will I look back on my life and wish for my forties or my thirties or my twenties?
In the end, what will have been the best part?
Is it now?