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2002-02-19 - 10:53 p.m.
i spend a lot of time watching myself from afar, some sort of out of body experience with internal tumult. once inside again things are different, i realize what i want and what i do are often contradictory. i'm not sure i like doing what is true. (to myself) i hate what i want, it's dumb. what does one do with the desire for another desire? i am getting impatient.