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2002-04-22 - 1:42 p.m.
hey kids,
so full of love now i think i will burst. this feeling is what i live for. my brain is cycling 4000 rpms per second and i'm drunk on words and thoughts and emotions. also been drinking lots of coffee. last night i went over the hill to santa cruz where dan and jolene were making a special gourmet dinner in honor of me. i was beside myself watching my two gorgeous friends make salmon with pinot noir reduction and phyllo fruit cups just for me. we drank wine and laughed and ate and ended the evening cuddling on the couch, flipping between low budget porn and cartoons. it was so simple. proof that the company you keep is often what makes the party...not where you are or what you're doing. the same is true for my friday night adventure with ash, skot, boris, klaudia and adam...just a bunch of kids (ok i guess we're adults) hanging out and giggling together. i wish i could just plug my brain into everyone else's...get rid of all the awkward social mannerisms and just trip on everyone's brainwaves until i am sick with desire. all i want is genius. i was thinking about love this morning while i wandered in circles with my coffee cup and realized that
oh, well, perhaps i will keep that one a secret.
sufficient to say i love the intensity.