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2002-05-13 - 5:05 p.m.
i often want to ask people what the subtext of their statements is. what is it you are really saying? and why don't you say it directly?
i want to say: we're all adults here and none of us are that fragile.
at the same time i hate hearing the truth. you see, my parents did an exemplary job of making me feel special and now, out in the "real" world, learning that i'm pretty average is an...overwhelmingly un-special way to feel. so i tell myself that i am stellar, superb, fascinating and seductive. but i sure do get annoyed with people who are like me: average and convinced of their immortality.
cause you KNOW i'm immortal.