2003-06-09 - 3:22 p.m.
I spent the evening alone on Friday night.
I painted my toenails and dyed my hair and drank 24 oz. of Becks while listening to Billie Holliday in the semi-dark of my room.
I thought about reading and I thought about writing and I thought about dancing but in the end I curled up on my red velvet bed and just breathed.
I felt at peace.
And that's exactly what I wanted.