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2004-06-14 - 10:26 a.m.
What the hell am I doing and why the hell am I here?
I'm having a case of the Mondays, obviously.
I'm feeling confused. I should have stayed in bed and kept my dreams alive.
Instead I got up after hitting snooze for an hour and a half and became a consumer whore.
I went to Starbucks where, as always, I got hit on because I ordered a double espresso. "Ooo, need a fix today, eh?" he said while tapping his veins with his fingers.
"How's that job in real estate?" I replied.
In the car I played Britney Spears loudly because I thought it would be funny.
Mostly it just turned out to be sad. I should have stuck with NPR.
It's only going to get worse.
OK, that's silly. Of course it's going to get better, it always does. Ahh, the power of positive thinking.